Story

when i was growing up i visit my grandparents in arizona a few times. best grandparents anyone could have. when they passed away my father got the home and land , moved in and over the years managed to turn it in to a unlivable toxic wasteland. garbage everywhere , everything badly damaged , animal and human feces everywhere. was disgusting. my father has since also passed and now its mine. well i want to make it all again like it use to be , but i live paycheck to paycheck and even having health issues i had to fix and now some income has to go to those places lol. i am praying and hoping that there are some people out there who might sympathize what i wish i wish i could do to make my grandparents proud. i believe strongly if helped i could make everything as it was for around 60k. sadly i cant ever see this dream happen in my lifetime living paycheck to paycheck. god bless everyone and anyone who is able to help out my heart is with you and thank you so very much. deeply!